the pursuit of happyness

the other day, as i was writing something to be posted on my blog, i suddenly had the urge to write everything and anything that i want

literally, out of the blue, i suddenly started writing whatever in the world it is that i really wanted, anything that makes me happy, that puts a smile on my face, that excited my imaginations
and as i wrote, i couldn't stop. any ideas or thoughts that crossed my mind ended up on the screen on my laptop

a thought lead to another thought, and that thought to another one, which lead to another one, and another one....well, you get the picture

and as i wrote, i recognized a change in my emotional-mess of a psyche

i felt happy. and after each "i want", i felt happier

just thinking about these random thoughts made me happy.
i know what you're thinking, that i'm very immature and naive and shallow
well i sincerely do not give a damn

anywho, these are, again, random thoughts. unrehearsed and unresearched, but in a way, they are goals none-the-less. however, they are not complete and i do regularly update it everytime i feel like it.

they range from the simply childlike to the utterly bizarre. some are manageable, some are ridiculous, and some even blurs the line between logic and crazy-town

what they have in common is that they make me happy
and that is all i can ask for

so here goes, in no apparent order whatsoever,



i want to do everything that my mind can think of that can make me happy
i want to skydive
i want to play in the rain
i want to get on a banana boat ride
i want to go to disneyland
i want to be the first person that claps his hands when the "clap your hands" moment comes
i want to learn to play the violin and piano
i want to sing my lungs out at a karaoke with friends
i want to have a snowball fight
i want to own a pet tiger cub
i want to play badminton every single day of my life
i want to do charity work
i want to write a book
i want to read more books
i want to invent/discover something and name it after myself =P
i want to make a movie(non-porn preferably)
i want to live in a movie
i want to own a private jet and/or helicopter
i want to watch a football match at stamford bridge
i want to gain weight
i want to not get fat
i want to never smoke a ciggarette/pipe/bong/shisha and etc
i want my cats to age with me
i want to own chelsea fc
i want to take a picture of myself with john terry
i want to be fair(in colour tone)
i want to be fair(in judgement)
i want to have an annoying fake british accent
i want to be fluent in both french and mandarin
i want to recycle more
i want to travel and explore the world
i want to travel to every continent(including antartica)
i want to buy an electrically powered hybrid car
i want to "mengaji" more
i want to learn more solat sunats
i want to not "ponteng" sembahyang
i want to be a UN Goodwill Ambassador
i want to wake up early in the morning
i want to send my parents and nenek and wan to Mekah to perform the Haj or Umrah
i want to buy a Land Rover Discovery for my dad
i want to buy a Land Rover Freelander for my mom
i want to make my mom happy
i want to make my dad proud of me
i want to make my nenek smile
i want to eat my nenek's kuih koci and kuih pau
i want to eat my mom's chocolate cake
i want to minimize(not stop) cursing or swearing
i want to see a day where muslims are not perceived as terrorists
i want to have strong ethics and a good conscience
i want to not care what other people think of me
this might sound cliche', but i want world peace

i want to get married and find my own happily ever after.

fuck, i sound like a girl
lol





this is my own pursuit of happyness.
wish me luck