Saturday, February 28, 2009

the pursuit of happyness

the other day, as i was writing something to be posted on my blog, i suddenly had the urge to write everything and anything that i want

literally, out of the blue, i suddenly started writing whatever in the world it is that i really wanted, anything that makes me happy, that puts a smile on my face, that excited my imaginations
and as i wrote, i couldn't stop. any ideas or thoughts that crossed my mind ended up on the screen on my laptop

a thought lead to another thought, and that thought to another one, which lead to another one, and another one....well, you get the picture

and as i wrote, i recognized a change in my emotional-mess of a psyche

i felt happy. and after each "i want", i felt happier

just thinking about these random thoughts made me happy.
i know what you're thinking, that i'm very immature and naive and shallow
well i sincerely do not give a damn

anywho, these are, again, random thoughts. unrehearsed and unresearched, but in a way, they are goals none-the-less. however, they are not complete and i do regularly update it everytime i feel like it.

they range from the simply childlike to the utterly bizarre. some are manageable, some are ridiculous, and some even blurs the line between logic and crazy-town

what they have in common is that they make me happy
and that is all i can ask for

so here goes, in no apparent order whatsoever,



i want to do everything that my mind can think of that can make me happy
i want to skydive
i want to play in the rain
i want to get on a banana boat ride
i want to go to disneyland
i want to be the first person that claps his hands when the "clap your hands" moment comes
i want to learn to play the violin and piano
i want to sing my lungs out at a karaoke with friends
i want to have a snowball fight
i want to own a pet tiger cub
i want to play badminton every single day of my life
i want to do charity work
i want to write a book
i want to read more books
i want to invent/discover something and name it after myself =P
i want to make a movie(non-porn preferably)
i want to live in a movie
i want to own a private jet and/or helicopter
i want to watch a football match at stamford bridge
i want to gain weight
i want to not get fat
i want to never smoke a ciggarette/pipe/bong/shisha and etc
i want my cats to age with me
i want to own chelsea fc
i want to take a picture of myself with john terry
i want to be fair(in colour tone)
i want to be fair(in judgement)
i want to have an annoying fake british accent
i want to be fluent in both french and mandarin
i want to recycle more
i want to travel and explore the world
i want to travel to every continent(including antartica)
i want to buy an electrically powered hybrid car
i want to "mengaji" more
i want to learn more solat sunats
i want to not "ponteng" sembahyang
i want to be a UN Goodwill Ambassador
i want to wake up early in the morning
i want to send my parents and nenek and wan to Mekah to perform the Haj or Umrah
i want to buy a Land Rover Discovery for my dad
i want to buy a Land Rover Freelander for my mom
i want to make my mom happy
i want to make my dad proud of me
i want to make my nenek smile
i want to eat my nenek's kuih koci and kuih pau
i want to eat my mom's chocolate cake
i want to minimize(not stop) cursing or swearing
i want to see a day where muslims are not perceived as terrorists
i want to have strong ethics and a good conscience
i want to not care what other people think of me
this might sound cliche', but i want world peace

i want to get married and find my own happily ever after.

fuck, i sound like a girl

lol





this is my own pursuit of happyness.
wish me luck

7 comments:

hanis said...

that was something maliq
really
if people make fun of this then they're just a bunch off losers
no worries lah and good luck!
hantar aku kad kawen kayh!wahahah
=)

aliah kama said...

another side of maliq yg kt semua jarang namapak.
lega kan dah list out kan sume ni?

skrg, jom solat!

:D:D:D:D:D:D

shera said...

i want to play in the rain.i want to "mengaji" more
i want to learn more solat sunats
i want to not "ponteng" sembahyang.
i want to wake up early in the morning
i want to send my parents and nenek and wan to Mekah to perform the Haj or Umrah
i want to make my mom happy
i want to make my dad proud of me
i want to make my nenek smile.
i want to get married and find my own happily ever after.


alahai maliq, chomeynye awk ni. serious chomel. its normal to feel dis way. kt pon slalu rase. and those random random thoughts popped out like tibe2 je kan. :)

batchiwa. said...

haha chomel2.
jom main hujan.
jom g solat jemaah same2.
i hav my own list jgk tp tak seberani ko nk list out kat blog heee :p

nway, good luck. moga menjadi lebih lebih bahagia nnt :)

maliQ said...

ahahaha
thanx people
for making me sound like an unstably pregnant girl
ahahaha tibe2..

thanx for all the well-wishes

skang cube korg plak bwat bende alah ni
u'll feel loads better
n u dont even need to post it
just do it for yourself!
=D

nina / saleha said...

wah. seronok gle list kau.wpon ak lmbt bce n respon.
as i scan ur list.. aku dpt buat konklusi bahwa...
90% is do-able
so why arent u doing it yet?
jgn smpi aku blk msia n buat ritual utk summon the rain so that u can play in it..
lol..
go for it...
nnt ak balik, we'll do some of it oke?
karaoke tuh konfirm on top of the list!
:) maliq mmg comel. goshh haha

p.s: sy aminkan anda bjaye ye?

maliQ said...

whats the point of doing crazy things if ur not doing it with the crazy ppl in ur life?

huhu

soooo to all them crazy peeps out there, jom main hujaaaan!!