merdeka!

whooaaa..title patriotic sungguh
ahaha

but, seriously

i may not be all patriotic
i may not hang the national flag on house/car
i may not immediately stand up straight every time i hear the national anthem
i may sleep during the whole national parade

but dammit, i do love this God-forsaken country of ours! =D

i do remember the 5 "rukun negara"
i do know who our current leaders are, as well as the past
i do give a damn about politics

and i utterly despise people who posts negative crap about our country come the date of our independence. malaysians who thinks that malaysia is NOT a harmonious peaceful multi-racial country should leave malaysia, and see how life is on the other side of the border

u think our politicians bicker and fight like 5-year olds. dude, look at taiwan or korea's parliamentary meetings

sure, the system is flawed.
bribery and graft is rife.
and racism still exists here.

but i personally think we're moving in the right direction.

you complain and you bitch about every single thing you see on the news, but you forget all the help the government has given you. your education, your home, your loans. think about that, for a change.


so i say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!"
may you have more birthdays to come
and may we live in peace and harmony within your borders
insyaAllah.

"think not what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country"

out of my mind

remember how i said this semester's gonna be busy as hell in my previous post?

well, apparently... i wasnt kidding?!?!?!

dammit, i've got
loooaaaaads of reports to submit
damn final-year project to do
all group works end up being me doing 70% of the job
lecturers giving out pop quizzes and exams so often that my head hurts
andddddddd i've got assignments coming out of my ass


assignments annoy me out of my mind
when i'm annoyed, i get stressed out of my mind
when i'm stressed, i'm infuriated out of my mind
when i'm infuriated, other ppl get hurt out of their minds



hell hath no fury than a guy out of his freaking damn mind

its not ur time yet

today, i went to hosp sg buloh
to visit a friend
not a very close friend
but as they say "a friend in need, is a friend indeed"
he is still, and will forever be, a friend
he is in a coma
after meeting in a car accident
seeing him on the bed
with tubes down his neck
sutures on his forehead
it really got to me
i was speechless
really, how do u react to that?

he's not gone yet
the fat lady has not yet sung
his life is in God's hands
and only He Himself can save him
all we can do is pray
and pray some more

its not ur time yet, Azwan Arif
so wake up
ur friends are waiting for u
ur family is waiting for u
ur mom is waiting for u
dont let her down




it makes u think
it makes u feel so vulnerable
so fragile

this life is definitely not our own
this life belongs solely to God himself
we are merely borrowing it for awhile
we are forever in His debt
and that is why we must do the things He commands us to do
and refrain ourselves from doing the things he forbids
this life on earth is short
the life hereafter is forever
*a reminder to us all




*1 more thing, acap is doing sort of a book/album for azwan
so if u have anything to say or any pics of him
do give them to acap!
thanx

think about it

if you always do
what you've always done

you'll always get
what you've always got.


change.is.the.key