anda GAGAL

yesterday was a funny day
by funny i mean weird
n by weird i mean peculiar
really peculiar

it was 7.30pm, we arrived at MIAT in my BAMbee
parked the car, then immediately remembered that we FORGOT to bring some A4 papers to photostat our assignment
Maliq - "nak patah balik amik kertas ke x?"
sumone in the car - "alaa xyah ah, hantar rabu ah"
Maliq - "ok ah"

masuk kelas, bukak laptop, bukak webcam
paham2 je la bwat ape


it was 8pm
n my rotorcraft control lecturer came in
n he was in an eff-ing mood, so to speak
n my classmates' presentations were far from helpful in calming the tidal waves that were his anger and frustration
(haha..nak ckp classmates, xnk ckp diri sendiri.biar =p)

the lecturer asked for the hardcopy for our assignment
Maliq - "sir, can we submit the hardcopy this wednesday? cuz we forgot to bring our A4 papers and the library stopped selling them"
Lecturer - "i already said earlier to bring the hardcopy for the 3rd assignment this week. u dont bring the papers, u get no marks"
Maliq - "SHIT" (dlm hati of course, kang x pasal2 kene baling laptop dgn lecturer)


failure to send an assignment may not mean much to everyone else, but it means the WORLD to those who have a passing mark of 75% and especially to us who's got this super-strict by-the-book lecturer as our instructor

make, DAMN

i tried to blame sumone from my group for not bringing the bloody A4 papers to class but i cant,
i couldnt or i wont

i guess what's done is done
n we have to accept the consequences and move on
and hope for the best


ape ni, am i being mature in this situation?

pelik pelik.

n there's 1 more weird thing that happened on that fateful night (wahh)

although the prospects of me failing that paper is sgt sgt cerah or very LIKELY, i'm neither upset nor angry

instead, me n mamat continued to camwhore on my webcam n made dumb jokes throughout the night while everyone threw curses left and right at my dear lecturer

usually, if something like this happens, i'd be in a pissing mood, eff-ing anyone n everyone i see
hahaha
kanak2..

bloody helll, i AM maturing!
ahahahahahahah XD

die another day

if u asked me how my week was,
my answer would be a short n simple 4-letter word.

h.e.l.l.

every move i make, every step i take
is a torturous act towards myself
inflicting unbearable pain
and leaving no scars or marks behind

throughout the whole week,
i was weak
i was too dependent
i couldn't sleep
i couldn't eat
i felt like my head was going to explode into a million tiny pieces
passing out anytime anywhere was a luxury i hoped dearly
to briefly escape
even for a second or two
i would love nothing more than that

my aching body says yes
my fragile mind says no

an inner struggle occured
but in the end, the mind orders
and the body obliges
hiding all signs of tiredness, fatigue, pain and suffering
and cracks a forced smile
and a laugh

i was in pain, constantly
yet no one noticed
maybe it was a compliment to me
of how well i hid my true emotions and how i really felt

or maybe they just didn't care
hmm
oh well.




with my faith as a guiding light,
and my family as a shoulder to lean on,
and my true friends whom i seek for companionship,

i will prevail
i will never back down
i will stand tall
i will wake up in the morning
to die another day

you got served.i mean tagged.

What you should do:
1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2) Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair...just take a picture.
3) Post that picture with NO editing.
4) Post these instruction with your picture.
5) Tag 10 people to do this



1) done
2) lucky thing i wore sumthing not ugly.haha
3) no edits
4) posted
5) i tag
- sudu
- aliah
- batch
- shera
- pia

notes to self

Note to self, don’t be a hypocrite
U know how I always say “ish aku x suke dowh org yg pakai 2 fon..ntah mcm pape ntah”
N now, im doing juz dat..pftt..
Celcom U pax murah dowhh
Xleh bwat ape2
Hehe

Note to self, sleep more
With the end of the semester around the corner and finals, quizzes and assignment submissions are galore, I’m becoming more sleep deprived and a hell lot crankier.
Which leads me to my 3rd note,

Note to self, be less angry/cranky
Lost my thumbdrive, my phone can’t read my memory card (now I can’t listen to music/take pics)
Things aren’t going my way lately, but what the hell – I’ll get over it

Note to self, smile more
Nothing super funny or exciting happened to me the whole of this week so I aint the perkiest lil’ bug in the whole of Sepang
Still, you gotta take it all with a smile
N plus, “senyum itu sedekah”
=D

Note to self, eat more veggies!
Keep getting sick, then get better, then sick again, then better!
Like my msn status says “my immune system’s a bitch”
Make up your mind will yah!

Note to self, watch James Bond
Its been A.G.E.S since I last watched a movie at a cinema
I think the last movie I watched was Batman 2. Pathetic, yes
Hope I can book tickets to watch it on the 1st day it premieres!!

Note to self, save more money
Drive slowly, below 100km/hr. “jimat~”

Note to self, shop!
I know this totally contradicts the note above but I need to buy something for myself!
Things currently on the wishlist are – t-shirts, headphone for laptop, thumbdrive, wallet!

annoying myspace stereotypes part 2

allow me to be frank

theres a whole lot of things that i hate
im not a spiteful person - but hell,
u juz canT NOT hate certain things

we've gone thru how much i despise comment-seekers

n now lets evaluate the 2nd online stereotype that i detest - annoying typers (im not sure if this is even a word, but u get the idea ryte?)

there is an unspoken rule saying that informal chatting shud be done as SHORT as possible - yet understandable

but these annoying typers who dont grab the concept of it, type in a way they deem "cute" and "sweet".......
awwwwwwwwww....how WRONG u are, my friend

No, im not condemning u to hell juz cuz u have an awful interpretation on what is cute and what is not
but i am avoiding talking to u online cuz u annoy the hell outta me
(being frank here~)

u see, when a NORMAL person talks/types, it would sound/look something like this
"mane ade dowh, ko ni biar betol. aku ok je"

On the other hand, the weirdos would write sumthing like this
"maneWWW adeWWW dowhh, kauwWHHH nihhhh biar betolLLLL. akuWWHHHH ok jeRRRR"

Get the picture???

juz try to say out loud what i juz typed and u will look like a ridiculous illiterate pouty nutter
NOT kidding

yes, this is a free country and u have every right to type horribly - but ur doing the world a great favour by typing normally

sooooo come back to the "light" owhh lost one
n type properly, will yah?

comments, anyone?

since the birth of myspace, everyone's a photographer / image editor / musician
ur "cool-ness" is rated on how good u are at editing pics or how many pic comments u have or how many friends you have..
pftt

yeas, there are some really good photographers out there in myspace/frenster/facebook and yes, art is subjective, and that beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder

but do you really have to post a freaking bulletin announcing that u hav jus uploaded a new photo and you want all 3000 of ur so-called-friends to SPAM SPAM SPAM!

Do you get an award if ur pic comments for a photo reaches 1000 or did u accomplish a goal in life by having 3500 friends on myspace???

Get a life, weirdo.

There’s even this 1 weird chick who added me n asked me to comment her pic and in return, she would comment mine. GREAT! Not…...

Anyway, I checked her profile out to find out who the heck she really is and I saw that she had a couple thousand of “friends”, a few hundred comments and about 500 pic comments for her one and only pic captioned “ natural beauty” (I swear I could barf right here right now). I read her normal comments and there weren’t any real conversations. Juz comments saying “thanx for the approve. Comment my pics!”

That clearly means her sole purpose in life is to have as many picture comments as possible. And so I deleted her from my friends list and never added a single person whom I didn’t know or didn’t want to know ever again.

The other day I met a friend of mine whom I haven’t met in a long time. We were classmates once, we weren’t that close but I find him to be a really COOL guy. And so I added him at myspace and I saw that he didn’t have 2000 friends or 50 pic comments per photo. His pics were simple, yet meaningful – as it was all about him being with his family/friends. And even though his myspace is simple and mediocre, that didn’t translate to what he is in real life. A friendly, selambe, funny dude that he is. The pics he uploaded wasn’t to get as many pic comments as possible, it was about showing who he is and also who his most valued friends are.

My point is, there is more to life than pic comments. And even though I do ask for pic comments or blog comments(ahahaha) OCCASIONALLY, from now on I’m gonna care less about them.

I’m still gonna care a little bit cuz your opinion do matter to me.

n oh yeaa, for people who i am really really really close with, i dont mind u guys asking me for any type of my comments. and i hope this feeling is mutual.

=D

Nokia ku, dont let me down!!

lately, my beloved phone cant/wont read the damn memory card!!

i need my phone!
i need my phone-mp3 player!
i need my phone-camera!

with a mere 25MB internal memory, i really cant store anything in it
n im stuck with the lame ringtone n msg tone

its sole function for now is to make/receive calls and send/receive SMSes
shit

i miss listening to my music when im in the toilet!
i miss taking pictures with friends, lagi2 musim open house ni!

ohh nokia 7390 ku, get well soon!

music of the week part 3

since i hav absolutely no idea on what to write about

i'll just share some songs that i've been listening all week(or more)

do download! they're brilliant! =D

Yellowcard - Believe ===> i think this song is a tribute to the US firefighters who risked their lives saving the trapped people under the rubble after the sept 11 incident

Dashboard Confessional - Stolen ===> shit. tibe2 rase jiwang..ahahaha

Daughtry - What about Now

Marion Raven - End of Me ===> haha. old song, i know..but my sis yg download n tibe2 rase nak dgr the ex-M2M nyanyi!

Boneca - Cela ==> im not a big fan of our local indie bands (i have my reasons) but this song is absolutely awesome dowhh! the words, the melody, the voice. n i heard this band is a Subang-Jaya-an..huhu

ur birth month and u

RULES:
_ Pick your birth month.
_ Strike out anything that doesn’t apply to you.
_ Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you.
_ Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.
_ Tag 5 people.


ok i aint loving the rules much
so i'll make my own rules
i'll only post my birth month
and if u wanna do this thing, pls go to aliahkama.blogspot.com
n get the details bout the other 11 months
thanx much for complying
haha =P

anywho
i'm a July-ian =p . shit. i think this thing knows me better than i do..

JULY: Fun to be with(i know i am.haha). Secretive(mcm desperate housewives.haha). Difficult to fathom and to be understood(im complicated). Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation(more like ego). Easily consoled. Honest(VERY). Concerned about people’s feelings(terpaksa.hahaha). Tactful. Friendly(depends). Approachable(again, depends). Emotional temperamental and unpredictable(again, complicated). Moody and easily hurt(moody, yes. easily hurt?not so much). Witty and sparkly(ok this sounds gay, so im not gonna highlight it). Not revengeful(i try...). Forgiving but never forgets(oooh how true). Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things(the exact opposite, actly). Guides others physically and mentally(more like spiritually!!!hahahah). Sensitive and forms impressions carefully(depends on the mood at that time). Caring and loving(agagaga). Treats others equally(pilih kasih, sorry.ahaha jk2). Strong sense of sympathy(sedeyh dowhh tgk bersamamu). Wary and sharp(bole laa kot). Judges people through observations(agak ahh.). Hardworking(lazy-ass). No difficulties in studying(studying last minute's the best). Loves to be alone(depends). Always broods about the past and the old friends(brood?hell no). Likes to be quiet(sometimes). Homely person(home sweet home). Waits for friends(patience is a virtue~). Never looks for friends(i have to admit, i DO look for friends...habis ego aku). Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems(dieting probs?i wanna gain weight la weii). Loves to be loved(ahaha geli-mat). Easily hurt but takes long to recover(not so much).


i tag

dayah
pia
batch
sudu
nina

Aidilfitri 08

hari raya aidilfitri will always be me fav holiday ever!
its my most awaited holiday season of the year, no matter how long or how short the holiday span is
u bet i'm gonna be excited/nervous/ecstatic/high throughout the ramadhan month preceding it as well as the whole Syawal =D

well, this year's Raya didnt start as well as it hoped. actually, it started in the worst possible way imaginable.
family feuds folks, u dont need me to elaborate


despite the horrible start to the holiday, i had a pretty damn good Raya! =)

Raya is the time for forgiveness, family, friends, food and foney(money la)

nuff said, this post is long overdue anyway. so lets get to the pictures! =D

Hajah Alimah's clan

chaotic

the VVVVVVIPs of my life

cousins =D

the forgiveness part. XD

Alimah's Angels. (buy 1 free 1)

on the eve of Raya, we PAINTED till 12am...perintah nenek..haha